After my mom died a year ago, I have felt as if I was drowning in an ocean of unknown. I did not know the next steps to take after completing one journey. The journey of unknown was paved with pain, anxiety, self-doubt, grief, loneliness, and struggle (esp. financially). Nevertheless, I had a very good friend that accompanied me along this journey; the Holy Spirit. Even though I went back to the beginning where I had nothing, He comforted me and told me to REST. He provided for me daily in every way. I have also learned to float by relaxing my body despite the being in the ocean. Consequently, I am at peace with the way things are because I know it is part of God’s plan for me. He is setting a foundation that will never be moved as the appointed time for me to be called into the office from the waiting room draws near. When He calls my name, I will no longer float on the surface of the ocean BUT I will be walking on water with my eyes focused solely on Him. At that time He will be taking me from glory to glory.
When you have the time, take a listen to Hillsong’s Ocean (Where Feet May Fail). You can find it on YouTube or Spotify.